As many of you all know, a while back I had another web site that was called Rockafellazent.com. The site was then changed to RFGangstas.com. The reason for the change is because at that time I was partnered with the owners of Chocolatedrop.com. That partnership ended because I was basically being fucked over. But anyway It was best that I did not do business with them anymore. That should say a lot coming from me.
Around that same time I began my process in relocating to Miami and making a few changes to how Rockafellazent.com would be revamped and made to look better. After my partnership with Flava Works and some new creative ideas going into affect I began to rebuild my site. Rockafellazent.com then became RFGangstas.com (RF stands for Rockafellaz of course) and would be totally different than the previous site.
As I have mentioned on the site itself. There are a lot of changes that are taking place in comparison to the original site Rockafellazent.com. Things such as all the video footage will be in High Definition. Excellent quality and clarity, along with different media player options that you can choose from. Kind of what I am offering on my other site Rawrods.com
I have been getting a lot of inquires as to when the site will be back up and at this time I cannot give you an exact date, but I am aiming to relaunch Rockafellazent.com / RFGangstas.com sometime in early to late fall. So I would for all of you that were members of the previous site to come back once RFGansgtas.com goes live. I would also like all my Rawrods.com members to come and join as well. I will continue to bring you some of the sexiest models and the hottest porn that can only be done by The Rockafellaz.
Well its almost time for me to be with my baby London D. I will be headed for Pittsburgh, PA next week. I will be spending some well needed and deserved time with him and getting a chance to meet with his family. We have, well he has made some plans for us while I am there. Its gonna be fun I know because anytime you are in city that you have never been in, you can always have a good time. But I am sitting here counting down the days. I am really looking forward to it. I held off seeing Transformers 2 so that I could go and see it with him.
I noticed that he had posted a blog post on cocodorm.com talkin about how excited he is about us seeing each other again. I have been getting alot of requests from some of you saying that you want us to do another little clip and for me. Ok well I will make sure we put together a little something for you all. I think that you all deserve that. Just because you asked us so nicely. Well this is and has been another short blog. I really wanted to just let you all know as always, whats going one with me and now me and London D.
One more thing that I wanted to mention is that I have contacted those that have won the little contest I was doing about searching for a new title for an up and coming DVD. I have sent them email and have gotten responses back and now there special gift is on the way. Still waiting on one more person to get back at me with there information and would hate for that person to miss out on getting some good stuff. I mean, if you don’t want the DVDs just let me know….I’m fucking with ya. I know you will be emailing me back soon. So until then I will be waiting.
Good news, my brother called me today. Its funny because I was sitting at the office and working on some things and was actually thinking about him. Then I get this call on my cell phone and did not recognize the number. I almost did not answer it, but I am glad that I did. He told me that he is doing well and everything is ok. He was asking my about my company and how things are going. Which as you all know, things are going well. He asked me if I could send some money or put some on his books. Well of course I’m not going to tell my brother no, so I will be taking care of that this week for him.
Another thing that he wanted, which I know he cant anything closer to it, but he asked for some photos of some women. I guess I can imagine how he is going through it a little. But I will do what I can to get him some photos of some hot females. Of course they can’t be nude or anything like that. As you know I have not seen my brother in a long time. Even before he went to jail I had not seen him in about a year. He told me that he goes up before the parole board 2010. Yea it’s a long fucking time, but I have no choice but to wait it out and hope for the best. He told me that he was going to be sending me some pics so I will be looking to see those after I send him some photos of course. I’ll be working on that for him this weekend if I can.
He asked me if I was still in Miami and if it was nice. He also wanted to know if it was there were alot of good looking women. Which there are in certain places of Miami. They really are easier to see at the clubs though and not as much just out around during the day. I mean what, I am bisexual, so I know what to look for in women. Who knows, shit you may see him in one of my straight flicks sometime in the future. Once I get his photos, I will ask him if he is ok with me posting it on my blog for you all to see. If he is ok with it then you all will get a chance to see what he looks like.
Well gotta go and I want to thank you all for reading my blogs as well and the nice comments that you all have been posting. Thanks again.
Well I can say that this has not been a good week for me at all. Of course we all have times when we are dealing with things in our life as you all have read from my previous blog posts. On June 25th we all heard and recieved the terrible news of the King of Pop Michael Jackson passing. Then a day later I was contacted and told that a very good friend of mine died. It was very sad news to hear and of course it was not news that I was that I needed to hear.
I can say that I am a strong willed person and have been told by many including my best friend. He says all the time that he does not see, but admires me for my strength and ability to deal the pain of loss, troubling situations and hard times. I can say that after all that has happened this past week that I have truly been a soldier.
All I can say right now is that people it has truly been a painful week. For the most part I have just chilled in my room and watched tv, worked out a little here and there to keep my mind off things. Talk to London on the phone who has definitely experienced another loss as well. Its crazy, here is the fucked up part. We are both big fans of Michael Jackson and then we both lost a friend that was close to us in the same week.
Well as everyone has sadly been informed, Michael Jackson the King of Pop and Music Icon has passed away. I grew up listening to this man and watching his videos. I remember days when me and my aunt, which is my moms sister, used to sit in front of the stereo and listen to the Thriller album. I would listen to it over and over. Anytime a new video would come out I would be on top of it. Learning the words of each and every song. Watchin his dancing which was impeccable and not to me challenged. Michael Jackson has been the inspiration to so many people and not just in music but people that are dealing with all types of things in there personal life.
I know there were so many songs that I could relate to because Michael Jackson always sang about what he felt. No matter what it was, he wanted the world to know what was on his mind and what he thought of any thing that he might be going through. The world, yes the world has put him through so much and he still remained on the scene and showed compassion for people. You can tell from the songs that he really cared about people, the world, the problems that we all face. He touched so many hearts there are not enough words in any news broadcast, dedication speech, marathon or blog that can describe how Michael Jackson affection the Generations that he has been part of and the mark that he has left. One which will remain in all of the fans and people that listened to his music.
He is another reason I got into the entire Gangsta look, Smooth Criminal is one of my all time favorites. I say again I will miss him and I will continue to be a fan of all of his creations.
I love you Michael Jackson and you will be missed but never forgotten.
Well I think its time that i finally take one. I have not really gotten a “vacation” if you will. I will be headed to Pittsburgh, PA to visit my boyfriend London D. This will actually be my first time in the Pittsburgh area, I have never been. Philly yes but not Pittsburgh. Anyway this will be a good trip because we have not seen each other since we were in St. Louis. I know its not a lot but I do make sure that I see him at least once a month. We are in the process of making a few changes as far as relocating. Meaning him coming down here to Miami. It can be hard dealing with a long distance relationship. Its not as hard for me because I am able to travel to him or fly him down to me. But at the same time when you spend so much time with someone that you love and care about, then all of a sudden you up and have to go. Man I’m telling you the feeling is not good. Even though we know we will be seeing each other again.
There are times that when I go on promos and stuff that he gets upset, which in some cases I can understand. As I have mentioned in my articles in Flavamen Magazine, sometimes its not easy being with someone with my status in the industry. But I will say that London has grown into knowing how things are and how they work. He knows that I make these trips and the promos for PR reasons and the good of the company. He is a very understanding person and that make this relationship work the way that it is. Another things is he has done a little him self with Flava Works, so you will be seeing something soon with him. Of course I have received a request for me and him to do a scene and he is ok with it.
I know you all probably think why would I have to ask, well thats just how I am. He is my nigga and I respect him the same as anyone else and if he wants to he can. Its cool either way because we sleep together anyway. But I know you all are really wanting to see that so we are going to go ahead and hook you up. It will be a surprise when it happens.
Ok back to the trip. I will be there for about a week, yup 7 days. Thats longer than our normal visits with each other. I am looking forward to this trip and the time we will be spending together. I will make sure we take lots of photos and them post them on here so you all can get a glimpse of how the trip went, which I know it will go well. As all the time that we spend together is good.
I also want to thank everyone for the positve comments about me and Londons relationship. We really appreciate everyones support.
I have a brother that is a couple years older than me. We have always been close, for the most part is because me and him shared the same father. Unfortunately our father died in a car accident in St. Louis about 67 years ago. Thats another story in itself. Any way me and my little brother was raised together and was always around each other. I know some of you are asking what he looks like, well imagine a light complected version of me. We even attended the same High School, Lafayette Sr High in Ballwin MO. One time when I went to the school to check on him people were running up to me and was like you are Courtney’s brother aren’t you? Are you all twins. Of course we’re not but you can definitely tell that we had the same father.
Anyway as we grew older we were opposites in so many ways but still maintained that brotherly love. I would always look out for him, when ever I could. I say that because its like this. I was a cop and he was the”bad guy”. It wasn’t nothing like that. He was not going out killing people and driving drunk or nothing like that. Not to say that what he was doing was good but hey, who can say that their family was perfect. Regardless I loved my brother the same.
Well to shorten it up a little bit, my brother was involved in a car accident that killed two people. However he was not at fault. What made the situation bad for him was he did what I have always told him back when I was police officer in St. Louis. DO NOT RUN. Never run because if anything it shows a sign of guilt and fault for something that probably was not yours to begin with. Later that night he went and turned his self in. After hearings and arraignments the verdict came down and he had some time to do. Which was not good of course for our side because my mom did not need this added on top of what she was dealing with and then that is one more son that was not going to be around. This was not small story though, it was all over the news and in the newspapers.
My reason for posting is because this is one more person that is not around. My brother plays a big role in my life as well as any one else that is close to me. I dont look down on him because of how he lived his life nor does he think any different of me because of my life style. Hell he was suppose to be coming down to visit with me before all that shit happened. One thing I can say about him is that he was very hard headed and stubborn but he is still my little brother. He will be out any where between 3-10 years. Kinda brings tears to my eyes because I think about how long that acutally is of lost time. We are all that is left of our father. Its just me and him.
Another beautiful day in the hot city of Miami. I know yesterday it as hot as fuck. Im used to the heat of course because I was born and raised in St. Louis and anyone that has been there during the summer or is from there knows how the heat is in the Midwest.
I wanted to give you all an update on things mostly dealing with my mother. I have been keeping you informed as best I can. Anyway, she is doing alot better. Im speaking in terms of being up more and getting around. I spoke with her late last week and she was telling me how she wanted to come down here to Miami. I am still going to bring here, I just have to make sure her sister is going to be coming with her. When Im not around I have to make sure that someone is going to be with her at all times. Yea my mother thoughts aren’t how they used to be. Its so crazy because when you have known someone that is so close to you and you remember how they were then all of a sudden its changed. Its like they are not how they used to be. I am still getting adjusted to it to this very day.
Well I will be planning on going back to St. Louis sometime in August or September to visit with her again. One thing I can say is that she still cooks so good. My moms cooking has always been good. My greatgrandmother passed the skills on down to here and my grandmother, which is her mom. There is really no one in my family that cant cook. Im serious and I know you all are asking if I can cook. Well Im no fuckin Chef Boyardee but I can fuck around a little bit.
Anyway she will be going to the doctor again soon and having more tests done to see if they can find out why she has been having the frequent seizures. I know this is so crazy to me because you would have thought they would have found out something by now. But I will just have to be patient and wait just like everyone else.
I need to get some other stuff done today so I will have to get at you all later. You know Im a hard worker, but I still want to keep you all in the loop.
I want to thank everyone for submitting there suggestions for the next Rockafellaz DVD. There were a lot of good ass suggestions too. Trust me it was not easy choosing from the options that was given to me. Man you all got some creativity fa sho. The thing was there were two that stood out to me the most right away. One will end of being a new series and the other will be the sub title for I think Raw Dickin It 3. I will not say the titles that I picked, but I will be emailing the winner to let you all know wasup. In addition to that I will need to get more information so that your prize can be sent to you.
I would also like to say even though I did not pick any of the other suggestions, that its possible that they could be used in a future project. There are plenty more DVDs that will be coming from Rockafellaz Entertainment as you all know so dont worry, I’m sure that I will need some assistance.
In other new don’t forget that the Flavamen Blatino awards are coming up. Make sure you vote for your favorite porn, studio, clubs and all that good shit. So sorry for the short post. I will make sure I have more shit to talk about next time. The day just have been so crazy.
Well I have 2 brothers, 1 sister, and a son that is about 8 years old. I know some of you are thinking like wow. I wonder if Rocks family knows about him and what he does. I don’t keep anything from my family. They all know and they all know that what I choose to do is my own decision. We all live for our selves and have to be happy in how we live our lives, no matter what it is. So with that, as long as I am happy then they are happy. If they were not ok with it, what would I do? I would continue doing me. It goes back to what I just said.
Aight lets start off with my son Rahsad Malik. Very handsome young boy I will add. I was living in St. Louis at the time of his birth. Things got crazy because his mother, whom I was not dating and we were never a couple. Yea, it was one of those types of things. But the realness is I was still there for my son, which was all that mattered. Well over a course of time she started to become more selfish with my son, which was not good at all.
She was using him to get to me. The crazy part was she wanted sex in order for me to see my son, which was something that I was not going to do. It worked for a while then she became more stubborn and evil. I tell you this shit went on forever. Its still going on and I have not seen my son in over 4 years. I do miss him and think about him all the time.
Yes when ever I am in St. Louis I am always asking my grandmother or anyone that I know that my have seen my “baby mama” if they knew where she might be. Well as you already night have known.
Well I gotta hit it but I just wanted to give you all a lil bit more about me and things. Its nothing that I don’t mind sharing with you all. It helps you all get to know me as a person and to know that Porn is not all that goes on in my life.
