I WANTED TO THANK ALL THAT HAVE INQUIRED ABOUT MY PARTY ON THE 8TH OF FEBRUARY AND AS I HAVE STATED BEFORE I AM DEFINITELY LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING SOME OF YOU….NAH IM KIDDING LOL, IM LOOKIN TO SEE WHO EVER MAKES IT OUT TO PARTY WITH ME. THIS WILL BE MY FIRST OFFICAIL PARTY IN CHICAGO. SO I HOPE THAT WHEN YOU ALL COME OUT YOU WILL SEE HOW HARD WE GO.
I WANT TO SEND A SPECIAL THANKS OUT TO URBANO, RUFF AND STUFF AND OTIS MACK THE HEAVY DIVA AS WELL AS LONDON D, CHRIS AND MY ASSISTANT FOR PUTTING THIS PARTY TOGETHER FOR ME. I KNOW THAT WE GONE SET IT OFF. THEY HAVE SHOWED ME THAT I AM GOING TO HAVE A GREAT TIME, WHICH IS WHAT I AM LOOKING TO HAPPEN, BECAUSE I HAVE NOT PARTIED HARD IN A MINUTE AND I AM SO LONG OVER DUE.
ONE THING THAT I ASK, LEAVE THE DRAMA AND BULLSHIT AT HOME. PLEASE DON’T COME OUT GETTING TO TIPSY THAT YOU CANNOT MAINTAIN YOURSELF AND BEHAVE LIKE AN ADULT. I SAY THAT AGAIN, PLEASE. ALSO I ASK THAT YOU RESPECT LONDON, WHICH EVERYONE KNOWS IS MY BOYFRIEND. I DONT MIND HUGS AND SHAKING HANDS, BUT DONT BE TRYING TO GET NO QUICK FILL INS. WE ALL KNOW THAT IS NOT COOL AT ALL. I AM THERE TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY AND PARTY WITH EVERYONE AND DO MY BEST TO HAVE A GOOD TIME. BY THE WAY YOU MIGHT SEE SOME OTHER FAMILAR PORN STARS POPPING IN, BUT WHO KNOWS.
MAKE SURE YOU ALSO GO TO URBANOCHICAGO.COM AND PRINT OUT THE FLIER SO YOU CAN GET IN FREE, IF NOT NO BIG DEAL, ITS ONLY FIVE BUCKS. AIGHT WELL I NEED TO GO, I NEED TO GET SOME REST. BEEN A LONG DAY TODAY.
AIIGHT I WILL NOW ANNOUNCE THE UPCOMING RELEASE OF THE NEWEST DVD FROM ROCAKFELLAZ ENTERTAINMENT TO YOU, MY FANS AND FRIENDS FIRST. THE NEW DVD, RAW DICKIN IT #4: WET BOOTIES AND HARD DICKS WILL DEFINITELY KEEP YOU WANTING TO WATCH MORE. I MAKE SURE THAT THE TRAILERS LET YOU KNOW HOW GOOD THE MOVIES ARE, NOT TO MAKE YOU THINK THAT ITS GOOD AND BUY IT AND ITS HORRIBLE. THIS IS JUST HOW YOU WILL SEE IT HERE. I HAVE WATCHED THE TRAILER SEVERAL TIMES AND SAID TO MYSELF, “I KNOW THIS IS GONNA BE ANOTHER GREAT ONE”. ONLY BECAUSE I GET THE FEED BACK FROM YOU ALL. YOUR FEED BACK ALONG WITH MY DESIRE TO BE IN FILMS AND FILM THE CONTENT IS WHAT MAKES DOING THIS WORTH IT. ITS NOT ABOUT THE MONEY. YES I DO ENJOY MAKING IT BUT AS I MENTIONED, ITS NOT WHAT DRIVES ME. YOU ARE, THE MODELS AND SUPPORTERS OF ROCKAFELLAZ ENTERTAINMENT.
AS ALWAYS I MAKE SURE THAT YOU ALL SEE EVERYTHING FIRST, MOST OF THE TIME. IT KINDA GIVES YOU THE FEELING OF WORKING BEHIND THE SCENES WITH ME AND SEEING HOW THINGS ARE DONE EVEN BEFORE IT HIT THE STREETS OR SITES WHERE EVERYONE ELSE CAN SEE IT. EVEN THOSE BITCHES THAT BE STEALING MY SHIT AINT GOT THIS. EVEN THOUGH ITS A TRAILER, THEY HAVE NO WAY OF KNOWING THAT IS WAS COMING. SHIT I COULD HAVE STOPPED AT RAW DICKIN IT 3 LOL. BUT ANYWAY, I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY AND AS ALWAYS I KNOW YOU WILL LIKE THIS ONE JUST AS YOU DID RAW DICKIN IT #3.
I wanted to mention to you all that have not had a chance to check out rawrods.com to make sure you. There are a lot of hot boy that I have put together and the all, well a very good majority of them have big dicks and wet asses. I know this is something that you all look to because you have told me through emails and comments. Like for instance, when you look at Hotrod and Juliean Rockafellaz. Both these kats got some meat on them. Hotrod is one of the best versatile models that I have worked with in addition to Manny Baby. Juliean Rockafella is a great model with lots of potential. I know they both freaks. But the catcher is when you get two big dick boys together the out come will be crazy hot.
Make sure you check it out and if there something that you want to see, let me know. It might not happen, but at least u know I cared lol.
Well my birthday is coming up next month and I am still not sure exactly what I want to do this year. Last year and some of you know because you attended, I held my birthday party in Atlanta. It was of course off the chain and I enjoyed myself and all those that came out and partied with me. But this year I am not sure and its not like I have a shit load of time to decide because February 8th will be here in no time. I know a few suggestions was to have a party here in Chicago, which is something that I have never done. It would probably be a party that both me and London would celebrate together because we will be out of town on his birthday which is on the 27th of February.
Later this month we are going to Pittsburgh to celebrate his birthday back in his home town of Pittsburgh and hang out with his family. It should be fun though because I enjoyed being around them during Christmas. I have a few things planned that we are going to do and somethings that I know he wanted to do. But I know we will definitely have fun and he will have a great birthday.
So anyways, I will make sure I let you all know if I am going to be having a get together here in Chicago or if it will be somewhere else. I should know something by late next week. At least make sure you check back here for details just in case there is going to be a Rockafellaz pop off in the Chi town.
WHATS UP PEOPLE. ITS BEEN GOOD TALKING TO SOME OF YOU ON TWITTER AND FACEBOOK. IF YOU HAVE BEEN HITTIN ME UP ON MY SPACE, I DO APOLOGIZE FOR THE DELAY. I AM NOT ON THERE AS MUCH AS I AM ON TWITTER AND FACE BOOK. BUT AGAIN I DO APPRECIATE THE COMMUNICATION.
THINGS HAVE BEEN KIND OF BUSY FOR ME AS OF LATELY. A LOT OF THINGS COMING UP AND I HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY MAKING PLANS FOR FUTURE LOCATIONS THAT I WILL BE FILMING. THIS YEAR I WILL NOT BE DOING AS MANY PROMOTIONAL TRIPS AS I DID LAST YEAR BUT YOU ALL WILL STILL SEE ME IF I DECIDE TO COME A VISIT YOUR CITY FOR SOME FILMING. I NORMALLY ALWAYS TRY TO GO OUT TO A FEW OF THE CLUBS JUST TO CHECK OUT THE SCENE.
I THINK I WILL MAINLY FOCUS ON DOING PROMOS DURING BIG EVENTS LIKE PRIDE ATLANTA, PRIDE MIAMI (SIZZLE) AND HOUSTON SPLASH. PLACES LIKE THAT. I WILL HOW EVER BE IN TALLAHASSEE, FL THIS YEAR FOR THEIR PRIDE IN APRIL. I WILL KEEP YOU ALL POSTED ON THAT ONE. I AM WORKING IN CONJUNCTION WITH BOI ENTERTAINMENT AND THEY HAVE ALREADY BOOKED ME FOR THE WEEKEND. IT WILL BE FUN IM SURE, BECAUSE I HAVE HEARD THAT ITS THE FIRST TIME FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS.
NEXT IS THERE HAVE BEEN A RELEASE OF TWO DVD TITLES FROM ROCKAFELLAZ ENTERTAINMENT. ROCKAFELLAZ 2 AND RAW DICKIN IT 3. I HAVE SEEN A LOT OF GOOD FEED BACK FROM THE COCOSTORE FROM THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE SEEN IT OR THAT HAVE SEEN THE TRAILER. I WOULD LIKE TO HEAR FROM YOU ALL ON THE REAL. IT DOESN’T HAVE TO BE LONG OR NOTHING LIKE THAT. JUST LET ME KNOW WASUP. ALSO I HAVE BEEN WORKING VERY HARD TO GET YOU SOME GOOD STUFF FOR 2010. I WILL, AS I ALWAYS DO KEEP YOU POSTED. THATS WHY MY BLOG POSTS HAVE BEEN SO FAR APART. SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME LOL.
Hey wasup everyone I know it has been a while. But you also know that there were days when I did back to back to back posts on my blog. Lol, don’t worry I’m not gone stop keeping you all in the loop on things. There has not been much going on besides getting up and coming in to work here in the office and all that good shit. I get on twitter when I get in to say my hellos and all that. Make sure you all get at me on there as well. My twitter link can be accessed on my Blog page on the right hand side.
I remember when I left the office last week before the new year and I turned off all the heat in the office and when we returned on that Monday, oops, it was cold as a bitch. Yea I know I should have at least left the one upstairs on. There was guy here replacing the thermostat. Not really sure of that was because of the heat not being on or because it was not installed properly. Any – who, I’m skipping around subjects n shit. Ok next on the list is the new year, 2010. I can say that I have a lot planned that I would like to get accomplished this year. Last year was definitely a good one. I mean most of your were there for everything that I was dealing with or going through. I can’t say that I did not enjoy it because I really did. Lots of new movies were released. I attended lots of promo events and met lots of interesting people.
One of the other big things that happened last year was meeting London D and starting a great friendship and relationship. we are still going strong despite the haters, which I really don’t care about we have been doing great. There have been times that we were in disagreement on things, but this is what goes on, this is what is supposed to happen in a good healthy relationship. I appreciate him so much because he has been by my side and its not easy being with someone in the industry. I mean he was even doing it actively for a minute. He wants to get into Fashion and runway modeling which is something I support him in. I will be helping him achieve that goal. But moving on we have and are still having a great time being part of each others lives. This is a bond that I hope to continue growing with him and I would like to thank everyone for their comments about us and being supportive of our connection.
Oh, while I was in St. Louis, I was able to see my father grandmother. I have not seen here in almost 15 years. She was happy to see me as I was to see here. The one thing about me is that I was like my fathers twin. She would always tell me that my father spit me out lol. Its good to hear things like that and to know that times that I am around I can remind her of her son. She gave me the flag that was given to her a my fathers funeral when he passed away. That was really special because I didn’t get one at all. She told me that i deserved it and should have gotten it in the first place. Ok enough on that one….thoughts goin back to thinkin about my dad. I’m aiight.
Well peeps I will continue to keep you posted on things and all that good stuff. so make sure you stay tuned on whats going on with me and I will keep it Gangsta.
Sometimes we deal with certain people and get roweled up or agitated because we feel that the things we do are not recognized or appreciated. I have been asked by many people what is it like being in a relationship and being a porn star. Well it depends on the person. There are several things to consider and think about. You definitely need to make sure that you and the person you are wanting to be with are in it for the right reasons. You need to ask yourself are they in it for the money or do they actually care about you? Will they try and cheat on you? Will they remain as faithful as you? Can you be faithful?
All that stuff plays an important factor. I remember before I started dating there were people that wanted to get with me but they wanted me to leave the industry, which was not going to happen. People sit up and try to give you ultimatums before you and the person even start dating. In addition to that they are asking you to change something about you or what you do in order to be with them. You have to be able to make a decision on what direction you want things to go and if something like that would be good for you.
Lets say things kick off and the relationship is going to a good start. You have to be mindful of changes of your partner. Things that were being done when you met and that are not going on the same as before. This is not something I am dealing with, but I can say that I have had experience in dealing with it. Know how you are u going to handle the situation if you notice certain things. Be prepared for what the outcome may be. I say that being a porn star and in a relationship is not the same as a person that is not in the industry. It can be hard as I have mentioned before. I think it is fair to say that its hard for both sides, but more so for the porn star.
You don’t want to come of insecure, but then again if you can admit to being insecure and then being able to explain why you feel the way that you do, the person might understand where you are coming from and why you might be feeling a certain way. Honesty as we all know is and plays a big part in a relationship. Communication is another big part. Which I know also is something that people don’t really utilize. A lot of things either result in an argument or a hard break up. You have to be mindful of what it is both of you are looking to gain from the relationship and making sure that is something that you both want to engage in.
Well enough of me being Dr. Phil lol. I will get at you all in the next blog post.
ME AND LONDON AND ALL THE MODELS OF ROCKAFELLAZ ENTERTAINMENT WOULD LIKE TO WISH YOU ALL MERRY CHISTMAS. I HOPE THAT YOU ALL ARE ABLE TO HAVE SOME FUN AND ENJOY THE HOLIDAY WITH YOUR LOVED ONES. BE SAFE IN YOUR TRAVELS AND KEEP THE PEACE GOING. ME AND LONDON ARE WITH HIS FAMILY IN PITTSBURGH AND I HAVING A GOOD TIME WITH THEM.
WE LEAVE OUT EARLY TOMORROW MORNING AND HEADED BACK TO CHICAGO. THEN WE START GETTING READY FOR WHAT WE WILL BE DOING FOR NEW YEARS.
