Hey everyone. Not sure many of you are aware but for the past few weeks I have been under the weather. Well, not really under the weather but my Asthma has flared up again….severely and its really taking a toll on me. It has been a long time since I have had problems with it and there were times when I thought I might have grown out of it. Apparently not because when it did hit me, it hit me pretty hard.
Lately it has been extremely difficult for me to talk and breathe. It crazy and kinda hard to explain. But when i talk its a struggle and it feels like only one of my lungs are working and someone is squeezing on the other one. When someone cries or is done crying there is always that triple breathe that is taken and almost uncontrollable. Now imagine that happening all the time even when you are talking. I can sometimes just sit around doing nothing or even sleeping and it will be like that.
This is very uncomfortable for me because I cant really hold conversations like I use to so sometimes I perfer not to talk if at all possible. I’m glad that a lot of my work requires me to be online or communicate through email or text message lol.
I am hoping that my breathing will get better, well at least to where its not affecting my ability to talk with out complication. It is truly weird because sometimes I sit and watch some of my videos where I have posted on You Tube and I did not sound like this but hey, what can ya do.
I have been going to the doctor and I am on medication that helps me relax and it also helps with any pain and discomfort that I have from time to time. So don’t you all worry, I am staying on top of things lol. Most of all my baby, London D has been helping me out so much. But of course thats what lovers / boyfriends are supposed to do, be there for each other and he is doing a hell of a job. My friends have all been supportive and checking on me. As well as some of you that follow me on Twitter and Facebook. I definitely appreciate you all.
Well I will still be doing eveything that I can do and not over strain myself or anything like. I will also make sure I keep you all posted on things. Until then…………
Keep it Gangsta.
